Every one has to find there own path home. How you get there is up to you. "A person is led on the path he chooses to walk". -Makot 10b-
I am only trying to offer you some links for your own research..
Rabbi Akiva was a very well known son of converts. Indeed the Talmud lists many of the Jewish nation's greatest leaders, who had either descended from or were themselves converts. In fact, King David is descended from Ruth, a convert to Judaism. (Ruth 4:13-22). And the descendent of King David is even to be the Messiah! So the Messiah will be descended from King david, which means the messiah will be descended from a convert!
Halakha forbids the mistreatment of the convert, including reminding a convert that he or she was once not a Jew.
Be encouraged! Go for it! You can do it! Never Despair!
Be strong and courages my friends!
NA NACH NACHMA NACHMAN MEUMAN!!!