So here is a quick run down of my story.... I grew up in a non-religous home as a kid... I got into alot of trouble, met a girl when I was 17. We got married had 4 kids together. After my first kid, I started going to church..., (by the way my oldest is 11 yrs. His name is chandler, then Jociline she is 10 yrs, the Makayla who is 7 yrs and Rose who is 4 yrs.) I got "saved" and did the church thing heavily for awhile till it got old... then got out of it for awhile only to return full on and then to become part of the staff and a intern to be a pastor. I led two mission trips to mexico, to build houses for the poor and "minister" to people. Though my last trip was a tough one, I had started comming into Judaism and learning alot about the xan faith that I couldn't make work! way to many contradictions... However I stuck with a little longer and finally, I could take it no longer, Judaism had stolen my heart! I resigned my position in the church, and quit going..
I began to study Judaism alot!! It was a little harder to "get in" then I thought it woud be. I kept getting rejected! You see the problem here was..., my wife, didn't want to convert! She is still, even to this day a christian. Orthodox conversion, not happening.I began to think maybe G-d didn't love me as much? Or maybe...well I didn't know. Maybe there was a religion out there for this gentile that would let me in.. So I began my search... Eastern religions, etc..., But Hashem kept calling me home. I had all kinds of wonderful expierences in which Hashem would speak to me in that still small voice or through mircles etc..! Finally through my searching, I had no choice but to come home, And the truth is, I am still coming home...
The path is filled with obstacles! Just when you think you are there BAM!!! You get hit by a mack truck doing 60!!! First and formost, One should know that one only needs Rebbe Nachman in this world! Rebbe Nachman is the only one who can help! (and of course G-d! But when Rebbe Nachman is helping it is Hashem who is Helping) There are many, many Rabbis out there who will hurt you.. They will only help you for money! Or treat you less! Or maybe even be nice to you but you kinda get the feeling you are second class!! This is true!! If you havent expierenced yet you will! But the truth is... The world has gone crazy! The Rabbis Corrupt! Now I am not saying all Rabbis are corrupt! Some of my nanach friends may disagree, but I think some of them are genuinly good people, just misguied! The blind leading the blind!
The truth is Nanach! That is it! One day I was surfing you tube looking for Jewish videos or something and I came across these crazy looking Hassidic Jews dancing in the street! I loved the song so I listned and watched the video often, it made me happy! One day I decided to google these guys. I googed Nanach and I actually got a website!!! I was blown away!!! I thought the whole thing must be some big joke!!! The website is here nanach.net and also nanach.org! After reading this I thought wow These guys are out there! but the more you learn, the more you understand!! We really shouldn't expect the truth to be so easy to find! If it was, everyone would know the truth already! Holiness, is somthing we half to come into, slowly and in stages, in a process. One cant go from wicked to Holy in a second.., it takes time, the Holy is veiled!!!
So I began to tell people about nanach! They would say that is crazy! who can believe such a thing! But the truth is, most these people where xans (chrstians) Who believed the whole resurrection story! Who's crazy here anyway huh? LOL! So what is Nanach? Well stay tuned and I will tell you!
So to sum it up here. I am married with 4 children. I have been married for 11 years together 12 and a half yrs. I love her very very much. My wife does not want to convert, she is a (chrstian). I do, I want to move to Israel she doesnt. The problem this creates is I cannot get a orthodox conversion as long as I stay married to her unless she converts. Talk about impossible! well please stay tuned for what is nanach and more about the noahide and nanach!
Na Nach Nachma Nachman MeUman!